Goodbye Xanga, you've been good to me.

Sorry guys, I'm getting tired of updating this. For the most part my life is Scott, and I bet you guys don't really wanna hear about it. If anything important happens I'll probably update it in my MySpace page.

Feel free to check it out: www.myspace.com/grazedknees88

Currently Playing Siren Song of the Counter Culture By Rise Against Anywhere But Here see related

"Destination: anywhere but here. Away from you. Now I'm on my way to the other side, I'll forget everything I left behind"

I love this song. Okay so today was boring. AGAIN we have a lackage of yearbooks, making me very disappointed. Gives me another day though, to go get an ID because apparently those are necessary to get a yearbook, how lame. Right now I'm just sitting here, with nothing to do, talking to Kamil.

We sold a LOT of the zine, thanks to all those who bought a copy. We appreciate all your support. Anyone who loves our zine or is interested, IM me and ask about it and subscribe!

3 more days of school, 4 days of finals, and we're done. We're watching Lord Of The Flies in english, rock to that. Much different from the book which is kind of a disappointment, but nonetheless I'm excited to see it.

Got out of swimming after only swimming for about 5 minutes. Good deal, went to the ortho, those bastards. But whatever, I gotta go, because well...I'm too lazy to type.

peace. love. unity. respect.

<3Cally<3

Currently Playing Hot Fuss By The Killers Smile Like You Mean It see related

Sorry about the lackage of updating. The 2nd issue of the zine was for sale today. I must say it came together quite nicely. I sold quite a few issues myself, 2 of my teachers bought a copy so that was pretty cool. Kelsey bought one, Scott, Tina, Mary and...whatever, I don't remember who else.

Kelsey decided she's not going to do Teen staff yet for Snowball because she wants to hang out with me when I got to Snowball next year. I can't wait for Junior year, it's gonna be such an awesome year. This year has been incredible all it's own. I can't believe we only have >>counts on fingers<< 4 more school days and then 4 days of finals and we're done. It's all gone by so fast. The beginning of the year was such a blur to me. I kept thinking about the first time I met Matt, Cym, Scott, and Mary. I don't think I would have ever guessed where I'd be at now back then with my thinking. I was so convinced I'd stay straight edge forever, HA! That didn't last.

I'm going to miss all the seniors though, that's probably what sucks the most out of everything with this year coming to an end. But the zine shall live on through me and Alex.

I can't believe I'll be getting my license soon, and [hopefully] getting a job. I can't believe I used to be able to live without a job before. Now it seems like I can't live until I have a job. Haha.

I might be done with Xanga, but I'm not sure. I never have time to update, I'm always out. >>shrug<< Let me know if I should keep updating this...

I love you all. >>cheers<< To an amazing year!

<3Cally<3

Currently Playing Waking the Fallen By Avenged Sevenfold I Won't See You Tonight (Part I) see related

Well it's been quite a few days since the last time I updated. Nothing major happened except for Tuesday when I went downtown completely stoned off my ass, which rocked beyond reason except for the fact that Scott got sick for most of the time, but that didn't bother me too much. We actually laughed about it, not during, but afterwards.

Me and Scott had a long talk about a lot of the shit that happened in between our relationships and breakups...that was a hard talk to get through, let me tell you.

The 2nd issue of the zine "Mostly Harmless" will be released hopefully on May 17. We made a livejournal for it: www.livejouranl.com/users/mostlyharmlessz, and there is also a xanga site for it but I do not know the name of it yet, so I'll get back to you on that one.

7 more days of actual school left, and then 4 days of finals and we're done! Can you believe it! I'm so excited. Umm..nothing really to update about guys, sorry. Oh, I'm not really talking to Mary anymore because when me and Scott had our discussion I told him about how Mary said she still likes me, and so today before she came to pick me up Scott must have talked to her or something. I dunno, it's akward. But after the whole thing with her saying that Ashley said she hated me/didn't like me *she kept changing her story* I just can't trust her. It's about the hundredth time she's lied to me...

<3Cally<3

Today was just a shitty day. Gerry:  I'm really pissed at you. Fucking shady of you to say "Colleen can give Scott head any day, why can't she come over the one day I'm having party." Fucking shady Ger, I can't believe you'd say shit like that when you have no idea what's going on with me or with Scott.

Mary, fuck you as well. How you can just sit there and talk shit about all of us, how much shit have you said behind my back? No need to be a fucking bitch to Scott after today. I can't believe how selfish you can fucking be.

Good to know that Hillary, Scott, and Amanda are the only friends of mine that are actually true to me. So much shit to take in on one day.

I gotta talk to Erin about going to Scott's grandma's before I go to Indiana tomorrow. I can't go an entire day without seeing him atleast once...not now atleast. Not with everything going on...

<3Cally<3